"Point of no return" is really the perfect way to describe that entire opening scene. Nothing was ever going to happen is Taka didn't ever break into that intimate side of their relationship, cause I don't care what people say - sometimes a physical tough is needed to realize how much you truly care for someone. Emotions aren't always enough. And in pushing past the barrier that was 'friendship' and delving into a more risky side of intimacy, Taka got what he wanted...so, yeah...he clearly knew what he was doing xD
(◐ o ◑ ) *spits out tea - continues to die of laughter* I'm seriously crying over here from laughing so hard, omg, my stomach. xDD "~dicks belong in orifices~" Yeah, I kind of want to make a t-shirt out of that now xDD But, seriously, I'm like...elated that you liked the handjob scene :3 sexual/smutty scenes are never going to come easy to me, I've accepted that. So when someone compliments and says something like THAT, it just kind of motivates me to try writing smut more often ^^; So thank you~~
I swear...I feel I added that part in there just for you xD I was writing it and I was thinking 'Hmm, so far it seems their relationship is purely physical, how do I show Kai actually cares?' and then I thought back to our convo a while ago and was like YES, that's better than 'I love you' right? xDD
*wipes sweat* Good, good! Somebody got the Picasso reference xD That's such a relief. I thought my attempts at being witty with humor were a total blow (either that, or I had a really bad sense of humor, because I snorted real loud once I thought of the line xDD).
Ughh, the drama xD Do you have any idea how hard it was for me to turn my Kai bby into the 'bad guy'? Yeah...no...let's not ever do that again xD Buut, at least he had a good reason for not canceling the wedding before hand (actually...I don't know if I made that reason very clear? I hope I did xD) But Taka, come on. If you would have let Kai continue to explain, you guys wouldn't have had to been separated for that year ;___; Both bby's were being stupid >.< And trust me... you weren't supposed to get a happy ending. The original last lines were something like:
Takanori was 19 years old when he watched the one he loved most marry.
His heart now only beat to keep him alive.
His truth was shattered.
So...yeah. Original end was real angsty xD
Demanding a sequel from me, ne? ;) Honestly, I'll have to see. It maybe a possibility that one day I'll continue it, but for now it needs to rest where it is. I need to finish up some other MCs first ^^;
Buuut, no worries. Even is this isn't continued, you'll always get some Rukai from me~ *whispers back* but don't' be surprised if commanding Ruki and dentist Kai make a come back some day~ ;3
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(◐ o ◑ ) *spits out tea - continues to die of laughter* I'm seriously crying over here from laughing so hard, omg, my stomach. xDD "~dicks belong in orifices~" Yeah, I kind of want to make a t-shirt out of that now xDD But, seriously, I'm like...elated that you liked the handjob scene :3 sexual/smutty scenes are never going to come easy to me, I've accepted that. So when someone compliments and says something like THAT, it just kind of motivates me to try writing smut more often ^^; So thank you~~
I swear...I feel I added that part in there just for you xD I was writing it and I was thinking 'Hmm, so far it seems their relationship is purely physical, how do I show Kai actually cares?' and then I thought back to our convo a while ago and was like YES, that's better than 'I love you' right? xDD
*wipes sweat* Good, good! Somebody got the Picasso reference xD That's such a relief. I thought my attempts at being witty with humor were a total blow (either that, or I had a really bad sense of humor, because I snorted real loud once I thought of the line xDD).
Ughh, the drama xD Do you have any idea how hard it was for me to turn my Kai bby into the 'bad guy'? Yeah...no...let's not ever do that again xD Buut, at least he had a good reason for not canceling the wedding before hand (actually...I don't know if I made that reason very clear? I hope I did xD) But Taka, come on. If you would have let Kai continue to explain, you guys wouldn't have had to been separated for that year ;___; Both bby's were being stupid >.< And trust me... you weren't supposed to get a happy ending. The original last lines were something like:
Takanori was 19 years old when he watched the one he loved most marry.
His heart now only beat to keep him alive.
His truth was shattered.
So...yeah. Original end was real angsty xD
Demanding a sequel from me, ne? ;) Honestly, I'll have to see. It maybe a possibility that one day I'll continue it, but for now it needs to rest where it is. I need to finish up some other MCs first ^^;
Buuut, no worries. Even is this isn't continued, you'll always get some Rukai from me~ *whispers back* but don't' be surprised if commanding Ruki and dentist Kai make a come back some day~ ;3